31 December 2017

Word(s) Matter

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The week before Christmas, when I taught Sunday School for the last time this year, I broke the rules. Although the guitar is not permitted in our services I took mine and played it for class. I discovered something about my own talents that I didn't previously know. I acquired more evidence that I'm unique and laudable. Sometimes in life, we don't feel like things make sense, and sometimes the words we use or hear don't mean to us what they actually mean. As we live and learn and acquire talents/experience, our understanding of things changes, and our ability to convey meaning changes. There is a great deal of difference between a guitarist and a troubadour, but most guitarists probably think of themselves as the troubadour. The words we use matter. Our understanding of words others use matters. Ultimately it will matter to us if the word is in us.

During the classical music era, the guitar was forbidden because it wasn't actually a string instrument. Although it has strings, it's technically a percussion instrument, because you pluck it, and you do not play it with a bow. According to that tradition, we do not use the guitar in musical presentations, particularly during any part of the worship services. However, I felt it appropriate because "Silent Night" was originally written for the guitar. On a Christmas centuries ago, when the Oberndorf bei Salzburg organ broke, the local priest asked a parishoner to compose music to go with the poem, and Silent Night was performed on the guitar as part of the Christmas sermon in that parish that day, and since I spent two Christmases in Austria, I felt it appropriate to recreate that first Silent Night. None of them seemed to complain, but that's probably because they might like if we followed the admonition of other churches and used a band to liven up the sermon. Personally, I don't mind the ban, because when I attend services by other faiths, I find the band distracts from the word and drives away the Spirit under most circumstances, but this song doesn't seem to fall victim to that same phenomenon.

Apparently most people who play guitar don't also concurrently sing. After I finished, one of the guys told me how impressed he was that I sang while I played. Now, I make no pretense at being a professional entertainer, but after he said that, I realized that most groups, the lead just sings. Some notable exceptions exist like Ray Charles who played piano and sang or Taylor Swift who plays guitar and sings or Lindsay Sterling who plays violin and dances. However, most of the guys I know who play better than I do only do that- they play. As much as the young girls swoon at their feet while they play, and some of them are spectacular musicians, they only play the instrument, and they do not sing. It's funny, because I think of the women who are serenaded in stories, but apparently that doesn't happen. More likely, John Cusack shows up on their lawn with a boom box and plays them a song. I can actually do both.

We take a lot of things for granted based on our own bias. We know what we know, what we do, why we do it, and without other information, we don't know that other people do things differently. I thought a lot of what I do and think and feel was normal, but apparently it's less normal. Maybe it isn't normal at all. We have unique terms in English to differentiate between different circumstances, but so many people seem uneducated or inarticulate and use the same term on multiple different circumstances. Sure, I can sing and play, but I am not a musical artist, and I am not a performer. I suppose I am a musician, because I know how to play and can play and do play. Not everyone I know is a friend, and not everything I enjoy is something I "love", and not everyone who claims to love me means the same thing as I do when they say that. Maybe we're all correct, but the words are different, and they convey different denotations based on our bias and experience. I am sad to discover that the words of so many people don't matter.

This has been a very strange year. I expected something bad to happen any moment, and as I went to bed last night without knowing about anything bad that happened to me, I felt abnormal in a new way. Much of the world lies in turmoil. Most people are not as comfortable. My own neighbor got foreclosed on just before Christmas. My best friend got divorced. Based on my own life experience, I sometimes feel oppressed or in dire straights, and even though others endure trials doesn't make mine irrelevant. They are mine. They are allowed in my life because they mean something to it. They are mine because I can endure them. They apply to my life because each of us has a different tutorial before we shuffle off this mortal coil. There are many ways to live, many choices to make, many talents to acquire, many experiences to have, and many things that happen that happen unexpectedly. However, there is only one way to have a complete life. Live life well. Turn to Christ. Let Him lift you up as He was. In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God. As we learn what the words mean and what the Word means, as the Word means more to us, our lives get richer, and we look forward with surety for a better world.

I am personally very thankful to the Word that 2017 was quiet. I expected my dog to die this year. I expected bad news. It was quiet. May your 2018 bring you that promotion you seek, that vacation opportunity you truly enjoy, a wiser heart, a clearer eye, someone wonderful with whom to share your life, and a better appreciation for the meaning of the Word in your life. Happy New Year.

25 December 2017

My Peace I Give Unto You,

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Ever since I started working in Academia, Christmas seems to sneak up on me like a mugger. Finals finished on the 13th, grades were due on the 20th, and here we are, less than a week later, and Christmas is here. It seems I hardly get to enjoy it much anymore with the paperwork, the meetings, and the things I have to close up before I leave. Of course, some of that I chose to do, and I try to get ahead when I can on gifts as early as possible, but it never seems to be as pleasant as I remember as a child. It seems rushed, and it seems forced, and it seems to be over all too soon. At the end of the day, I mostly collapse after catching up on work and then I fall asleep early before I can really do much. It wasn't until Wednesday night that I even thought about decorating and hung up lights and wrapped the gifts that have sat in my bedroom for weeks. It's finally Christmas, and I finally get a little peace. Some of the peace comes all year long in little pieces, but I start to think on it a little more in the evenings as winter dawns an Christmas approaches. Particularly this year, I started thinking about older Christmases, when I liked it a lot more, and I spent more time pondering than I usually do about things I had, things I thought I had, and things I wanted to find. I think about the reason for the season and how He said, "My peace I give unto you, not as the world giveth give I unto you", and I find that it's true, and it's not the ways I expected.

This season, as with most, Christ blesses us with peace of mind. For my own part, there is only one decision I ever made that festers in my brain, but that's the point of Christ's atoning sacrifice. He came to take upon Himself the sins of all those who repent and refrain from repeating the offense. SO even for everyone who makes mistakes or repeatedly rebels, there is hope for a peace of mind, a peace of soul, and peace in your heart through Christ. During class I try to impress upon my students the importance of honest, accurate information because of the implications on decisions tht we make. Some of the chapters of our lives close despite our best efforts. Captain Picard reminded us in Star Trek that it is possible to make the best decisions and still lose without it being a character flaw. Other people get to choose too. Sometimes we are not as choice to them as we'd like to be. Sometimes they make other choices. Christ's atoning sacrifice swallows up that pain too, because if we do our part, it will be with us in the final accounting as if everything had worked out as we hoped. And, when we don't do our best or sometimes when we do our worst, because Christ was born, there was a sacrificial lamb on whom our sins can be scapegoated, leaving us unblemished if we truly mean our penitence. That can give us peace of mind, that mistakes are always attended with mercy.

I spend a lot of time each Christmas in quiet contemplation and prayer because I live alone. After I tire of the unrealistic and sappy Hallmark Holiday movies, as I sit in the evening, I pray. This year, I even hung up lights on my house for the first time since I was divorced, and I sat on the porch briefly basking in the glow of His light and thought. In previous years, I have driven neighborhoods or more often walked around looking at lights and talking with God. When I pray, I don't feel chastisement. I feel more like He understands. I know Christ knows what it's like to be alone. Like Him, I spend most of my Christmases with my parents. Like Him, I've been betrayed by false friends. I think about old Christmases, like a Christmas for Carole, and about my years in Europe. I think about how I felt outside the Oberndorf chapel where "Silent Night" was first performed for guitar and what it was like walking the back alleys of old Salzburg looking for souveniers from Austria and for that first Christmas abroad making straw stars to hang from the tree. I never really felt nostalgic for Austria before, but I find at Christmas that, without anyone else in my life, my heart belongs there. At that time, I was a missionary and spent my days and weeks preaching about Christ, and it was a good time, a peaceful time, despite the heartaches, disappointments, and struggles I faced. I remember hearing the bells on Christmas Day. I remember winter nights in the snow, and I find I miss that. I also find that I feel Christ's approbation for most of my life, and that gives me peace.

Despite my bellyaching, I consider at Christmas on the peaceable and blessed state of my life. I had the chance to reach out and help some people I know who are not so fortunate this year. My best friend got divorced, and he's unemployed, so he's barely squeaking by. My local friend closed up his parents' estate and moved away, but he's essentially homeless, so we still talk when we can, and I have two rooms in my house full of his belongings. I have all my limbs and faculties, money left over after the bills are paid every month for emergencies or fun, and I live in America. Even one of the facilities people I met who originally hails from England told me he came here because of greater opportunities. My next door neighbor is getting his house foreclosed and must move sometime in the spring, so I looked him up, and I found that he earns less than I do and may have obligations to TWO former wives and their kids Oida! Maybe I'm not receiving the blessings I like. Maybe I haven't been on a date for over two years and maybe I'm not tenured yet and maybe I don't have close friends who live here, but that doesn't mean I am not blessed. In fact for years, I've told people there are only two things about my life that I would change, and I don't think I know many if any who can say their lives are that well off. I'm not swimming in money or friendships or rewards from work or opportunities for love, but I have already lived beyond the wildest dreams of almost all of my progenitors, and I know it. That gives me peace. It's also very comforting to have enough for myself as well as enough to share with others who are in need.

Sometimes when people talk about peace at Christmas, they aim for the stars instead of looking into their own backyards. They assume it means that we'll all sit around perfectly equal, perfectly happy, singing kumbiyah and blissfully ignorant of other opportunities. Instead of looking for the entire package, sometimes it helps at Christmas to consider the small things. The kids who benefit from Toys For Tots are happy to just get a present. The homeless people at Carey and Las Vegas Blvd are happy for a bowl of soup and a fresh pair of socks. People who are alone are happy that people talk to and visit them. The sick are grateful for every gesture that hospital staff can make. It's not enough, and it's not the same, but it's something, and it's more than most people do any other time of the year. Perhaps sthe most important thing is WHY we do it. As part of our belief as Christians, we think about and emulate the Savior, and at Christmas we try a little harder than at other times of the year to act like it and spread the joy and peace of the season to people other than ourselves and to consider all the gifts we receive before the 25th. Fear not, for behold I bring you good tidings which shall be unto all people. Good tidings of peace, from that silent night, that holy night. It was a time when Mary and Joseph were grateful for all the things they did have, that they'd finally found a place for her to give birth. It was a time when they communed with the heavens and felt of God's love and approbation as they brought His son into the world. It was a time when the Messiah long foretold finally came to free men, to throw off the shackles of oppression, to give hope to all whatever their burden and ease their lives and minds. His peace I give unto you, this Christmas, and always. Merry Christmas.

14 December 2017

Equal Voice is CONSERVATIVISM

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People seem confused at what liberalism actually means and why anyone would oppose it.  Liberalism, at its core, is anti-liberty and authoritarian.  It relies on logical fallacies, ad populum and ad hoc ergo proctor hoc and quid pro quo to survive and thrive.  Liberalism, like its predecessor Feudalism, attracts the arrogant, vain, and selfish while managing to justify its existence by claiming its opponents are thus.  While claiming a meritocracy, liberalism only believes in merit when its people are advanced.  While defending democracy, liberals only believe in it when the people vote for what liberals believe.  Liberalism crosses party lines because liberals share one facet in common: they prefer their own and detest any others.  Most liberals are united by one great ethic- the pursuit of power.  Indeed, some liberal characters in fiction proudly declare “There is no good and evil, only power and those too weak to seek it.”  It’s a very condescending point of view, but it is also pervasive.   It’s the easy way.  A liberal demands to be judged on his intentions while judging you on your actions.  A liberal believes that the ends always justify the means as a pretense to do whatever the liberal desires even if the liberal takes different sides of an issue for expediency.    Liberalism persists because they “clothe their naked villainy with odd old ends stol’n forth from holy writ and seem saints when most they play the devil” (Richard III).   Essentially, when you get down to brass tacks, liberalism is the philosophy of hell, the doctrine preached by the father of all lies, and just as it captured the devils that follow Lucifer and millions of humans in the years before us, it appeals to the minds of many in our day because it’s easy. 

Almost every demagogue is a liberal.  They essentially oppose any other ideas besides their own, even when they, like Barack Obama, declare falsely that they are open to any ideas and new ideas.  No, they feel like this and speak like this: “Women [liberals] don't want to hear what you think. Women [liberals] want to hear what they think - in a deeper voice” (Bill Cosby).  Essentially this amounts to the logical fallacy of ad populum: they tell you what they think you want to hear, just like apparently liberals imply ever man should do to his wife.  You hear that advice all the time- to learn to say “yes dear” if you want a happy marriage.  How is it happy to subjugate your will to someone else?  Liberals are good as word smiths.  They say “We’re going to fix education.”  You mean fix as in to make permanent or fix as in to repair?  The latter definition does not appear in the Oxford English Dictionary in the 1912 edition that sits in my library at home.    Liberals promise the moon and give you tripe.  For them, the ends always justify the means and style beats substance.  Rupert Murdoch declared in 2006 that Barack Obama was “a rockstar”.  What had Obama actually achieved?  Black people poured out in AL to elect Doug Jones who was not black and has not done anything to help blacks because he has a “D” after his name.  What did the Democrats actually do to qualify them?  They weren’t republicans.

Liberals are adroit at pretense and pretending.  Rather than spend money on education, let’s just arrange to have everyone elected to public office, which obviously makes every liberal an expert on every subject.  Once in office, liberals act like mini tyrants and demand that you live your principles and if they can they demand that you live theirs as well.  They like to pretend to hate the rich and want to redistribute for the poor, but if you look at the Forbes list, eight of the ten richest people in America are liberals, and the companies they run reach into almost every American home, preaching liberalism.  Amazon, Facebook, Twitter, etc., are all liberal companies, and so our calamity is heightened by reflection that we furnish the means by which we suffer.  We support liberal companies with our purchases and then wonder why liberalism spreads.  Liberals claim to be for blacks and for women and lash out when their blacks and their women are roasted, but when Clarence Thomas and Sarah Palin come under vicious slander and libel, the silence of liberals is deafening.  In recent weeks with sexual misconduct on the radar, black people in Conyers’ district demanded due process after accusations arose, but none of those people demanded due process for Roy Moore.

In order to be a successful liberal politician, you must in essence endorse and be a fraud.  At some point in the last 40 years, the democrats managed to convince a large fraction of the electorate that they were for freedom, the little guy, the minority, and the oppressed.    Electing a republican will bring back segregation.  Race baiting to defeat Roy Moore was way over the top, especially when you consider that the Congressional records show that Democrats were actually in favor and defenders of slavery and its associated aftershocks.  Indeed, Leonard Bacon warned that “If that form of government, that system of social order is not wrong - if those laws of the Southern States, by virtue of which slavery exists there, and is what it is, are not wrong - nothing is wrong.”  Most liberalism came from the south, and now that they’ve moved into the north and west with the collapse of their racist utopia in the confederacy, they permeate the nation with the notion that “you only live once so live it up”, that “do what you like” (unless it’s be a conservative Christian), and “whatsoever a man doeth is no crime”.   They continue to perpetuate the lie that they are somehow oppressed.  Most of the media outlets are liberal despite what their commentators claim as political affiliation, and when liberals own the information, they can bend it all they like.  In fact, more than 90% of news coverage of Trump is negative, but the media will claim that any conservative commentary constitutes a disproportionate “bias”.  It’s not about bias.  It’s about hegemony.  It’s piratical in a sense, that they do not care about how much swag they have as long as you have any swag below your deck.  Liberals claim to be FOR the oppressed, always bashing the “rich” but they cleverly never include themselves, and they redefine what rich means.  Obama talked about a family of four earning $250,000/year.  How is that “millionaire”?  Nobody thinks they are rich.  Even one of the police officers on campus said you can never earn too much money and he earns $83000 year as a police officer.  That’s more than an Army Major earns.  That’s probably more than you earn.  Yet, he will talk with anger about how the “rich always get tax cuts from the republicans”, because liberals are never rich.  There’s always someone with more money, someone with money they don’t have.

Once in office, the liberal perpetuates fraud.  Here, the logical fallacy ad hoc ergo proctor hoc takes place.  They elected us, so we have a mandate, but when you elect their opponents, the election is fraudulent (Bush v Gore 2000).    When it comes to science, they pick and choose. With global warming, they say “it’s hotter than we’d like” and so it must be YOUR fault.  Coincidence is not causality, but if you don’t believe in it, they call you a climate change denier.   IN order to keep their base drummed up, they claim that you must elect democrats or the evil republicans will cut funding for fire, police, and ambulance services.  Only a liberal demagogue thinks that when I say I'm for lower taxes and less government I think that police, firemen and the like ought to be cut from the budget. Only a complete moron jumps to that conclusion over other programs.  Everything they do dehumanizes those they oppose.  Any gun crime evokes accusations against all gun owners.  Any hypocrite Christian justifies the vilification of all Christians.  This fearmongering  comes after the art of Gaston: “The beast will make off with your children.  He’ll come after them in the night.  We’re not safe until his head is mounted on my wall!”  Liberals are only responsible if the outcome is positive.  Obama wasn’t responsible for rising gas prices but was responsible for stock market gains, but Trump is not responsible for stock market gains and is responsible for inflation.  Liberalism is easy.  It is the political party of “Oops!” whereafter then they say seven Hail Marys and then they move on because it’s resolved in their minds.  It’s not just democrats; the GOP has liberals too.  When conservatives delivered the GOP all three branches of government in 2016, the GOP RINOs disparaged them and flipped them the bird.  Too many politicians are immoral: they promise us one thing during the election and then flip us the bird afterwards. They promise to defend the Constitution and then eviscerate it. Yes, that includes the GOP too and RINO Speaker Ryan who may be a pathological liar.  Liberals will say anything to get elected and then do something else afterwards; liberal democrats will promise liberalism in the campaign and then make sure it happens, no matter what it costs.  The liberal will spoon-feed you their own patented form of bullshit. Ignore the verbiage and look at what they're doing. What they're asking you to do. What sort of world they'd have you build and how they're going to pay for it, because trust me, you’ll pay.


In order to be a liberal, you must think hypocrisy is normal and justifiable behavior (unless your opponents are hypocrites, which is just more hypocrisy).  The liberal will complain that, if Russian Olympiads are banned for doping, nobody from America should be allowed to go either.  It’s that grammar school mentality where we all must put our heads down because of some nincompoop we don’t even know.  Here, the diabolical and criminal fallacy of Quid pro quo dominates.  If you want to move up in a liberal organization or political movement or business run by liberals, you will either have to dig dirt or lick boots.  A liberal has his friends in iniquity and the departments of government as guards, and he tears up the laws of those who rule in righteousness so that he can destroy those who rebel against his will.  If you do not validate them, they will not promote you over any other candidate regardless of disparate qualifications.  The nursery rhyme “Little Jack Horner. Sat in the corner,. Eating a Christmas pie;. He put in his thumb,. And pulled out a plum,. And said, "What a good boy am I!"” references the feudalistic practice of bribing the Lord with a “plum”.  Don’t believe it?  Look at what Harvey Weinstein’s accusers say was the reason why they acquiesced to his demands- career advancement.  Sexual misconduct matters only with conservatives.  In that case, allegations is all it takes, but when evidence and accusers pile up about known liberal politicians like Conyers, Clinton, et al., it is immediately defended.  A liberal demands to be integrated only in the moment but feel free to integrate your entire life and dig up dirt from your past at any time as if you did it today and as if you had no remorse, made no restitution, and paid no penalty.  They demand to be judged by intentions but judge you by any error ever.   Being a liberal means never having to say you’re sorry unless the godfather of liberalism demands you kiss his ring, like the kings of yesteryear.  For them, there is only one commandment.  “In fact the whole of two-faced society paid only lip service to the ten commandments and committed adultery, stole, and cheated at cards, because, after all, it was only the eleventh commandment that mattered—Thou Shalt Not Get Found Out” (Marion Chesney, The Miser of Mayfair).  If you do get caught, if you’re useful, they hold onto you, and if you’re not, like Al Franken and Conyers, then they throw you out post haste.

The hypocrite is fake from his core.  Liberals always go after fake issues.  They demand sexual harassment training but not the reporting of sexual harassment to law enforcement or the resignation of their own while they demand any conservative accused be shamed into hell.  Our biggest issues are not transgender bathrooms and the availability of free contraceptives.  Yet, obsessed with race and sex, they talk about abortion and discrimination as if no strides were ever taken to combat these inequities and as if they were proponents from the beginning, which they were not, but that’s already been addressed.  Liberals prop up fake heroes: how much carbon do these psuedointelletuals emit enroute to their “climate conferences” anyway?    Liberals abound with fake outrage.  Who is Senator Gillibrand to tell us who should resign? Where was she when Mrs. Huckabee was mocked? Sarah Palin? When did she ever condemn Bill Clinton who sexually abused interns in the oval office? Your outrage is just the parliament jester's foist on a somnambulent public.  In order to be a liberal, you must support fake bipartisanship: when was the last time that Democrats caucused with Conservatives on an issue?  Liberals only want bipartisanship when conservatives join them.  When Obama was president, which Democrats broke ranks to oppose him?  Liberals are fake when it comes to being accepting, inclusive, and tolerant.   Liberals demand that you accept them as they are and then demand that you become what they find acceptable.  Since everything is fake, it’s difficult to deal with these people who are fake friends, fake allies, and fake confidants.  How do you trust anyone?  You live in perpetual fear, and you end up paying the blackmail to keep it secret, usually in the form of continued support for liberalism and its programs.  Fear becomes the ultimate tool of liberal government.  Now, they will fearmonger about what the conservatives “might” do and ignore the maladies and aftershocks caused by what they already did.  You see, socialism just needs enough time and enough money and then panacea!  They never give a timetable or an actual itemized list of costs. 

Our founding fathers knew the risks of trusting people to govern themselves, knowing that even those who mean to rule well may mean to rule.  They warned us that if you give small men big power and sometimes you'll pay for it and that absolute power corrupts absolutely, yet the liberal is exactly for that- absolute power.  They demand phenomenal cosmic powers and then restrict you to itty bitty living space.  The conservative wants you to decide, to be free to fall, to flail, and to fail.  Jefferson once wrote to an adversary that we believe in the people differently- liberals believe the people are babies who need to be kept from hurting themselves, and conservatives believe that in order to be adults, babies must be allowed to walk on their own.  It’s the difference between hell and heaven- hell wants to devour you, and heaven wants you to walk on your own.  That’s why God doesn’t intervene.  It would weaken you if He kept anything ill from ever befalling you!  However, it is a standard behavior of most people to lionize their own and paint their opponents in caricature, but you only really believe in and stand for a thing when you fight for it when it stands to benefit people you don’t know and don’t like.  Liberals consider the Trump administration to be immoral and unethical but if you bring up Bill Clinton’s sexual dalliances or Barack Obama forcing religious organizations to pay for contraceptives, they will villainize YOU.  The problem with liberalism is that liberalism promotes and glorifies in the seven deadly sins: gluttony, lust, avarice, pride, despair, wrath, and sloth.  You are encouraged to these particularly through the sin of envy, which leads you to demand things and rights for nothing and at the expense of others, which does not lead to happiness but to more problems.  In fact, the liberal doesn’t want to help society.  He does not want us to have an equal chance, an equal voice. The liberal must justify his place as our ruler.


22 November 2017

Words Without Knowledge

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One day while looking for a different scripture because I had the citation incorrect, I found what has become one of my favorite retorts and my second favorite verse of scripture. After Job's friends finish suggesting that Job's trials stem from sins and errors on Job's part, they leave, and then God appears in the whirlwind and says this: "Who is this that darkeneth counsel by words without knowledge? Gird up now thy loins like a man...and answer thou me. (Job 38:2-3)" In other words, your friends are full of crap, Job, and they're speculating without having facts, hoping to be relevant, when what they have to say lacks substance or utility. Many people make this mistake. In our desperation to be relevant, our desires to be helpful, and our ignorance and vanity, we often spout off what we think and publish editorials masquerading as truth. Special care is warranted in the things we tell other people, because the things we say may directly lead to action on their part. People act sometimes on the information given or when other information remains withheld. In class, I tell my students that everything I would change about my life comes from either incomplete or inaccurate information, and so I crusade to get the best information possible so that other people can lead better lives and be wiser than I. It is useless to theorize without facts, otherwise we start bending facts to fit theories (Arthur Conan Doyle, A Study in Scarlet), leading to words without knowledge in many forms, all of which create negative aftershocks in our lives.

Everyone knows about a false product or outcome in one form or another. Although most participants in pyramid schemes deny that their scheme is one, they all acknowledge the existence of such. Most of these products either don't do what they claim or don't do it the way they claim. Either their claims are not validated by the FDA or they are only validated by internal "scientists". In point of fact, science abounds in quackery. James F Watson, Nobel laureate for the DNA Double Helix wrote in his autobiography that "a goodly number of scientists are not only narrow-minded and dull but also just stupid". Hence, peer-reviewed journals are considered the only reliable source of trustworthy research, but the journals are only as good as the peers who review papers. One paper we reviewed while I was in graduate school touted the inclusion of trienols as a vitamin E supplement when trienols are not absorbed by humans. You have to be a critical thinker when you review and make a concerted effort to make sure that it does what it says it does the way it says it does it. In fact, it's hard enough, that there's an entire website dedicated to helping people identify pseudoscience- quackwatch.org which you should read. It will probably show you that some of what you believe isn't really science. Of course, there's also biased science where they ignore exculpatory data and corporate science where they publish only the parts paid for by the parent philanthropist. We trust scientists to tell us the truth, but they don't. Even my own principle investigator told me once to "smudge out" part of an image that I couldn't explain. Imagine how often that might be done to hide things from you that might adversely affect your life! People forget that scientists are also people, and that scientists make the same mistakes as everyone else. Plus we're also the stupidest smart people you may ever meet. Just watch the Big Bang Theory to see some "smart" people act incredibly foolishly.

In interpersonal interactions, false accusations abound. Despite the abjurement against bearing false witness, people speculate or cast aspersions to detract from their own mistakes. We can't count on eyewitnesses, and in too many cases even the victims don't tell the full truth, leading to false accusations against the incident but innocent. Remember the Duke Lacross team, members of which were falsely accused by a stripper of having raped her because she didn't want to blame the real person, who happened to be her boyfriend. Their lives are ruined. In the current news, we have accusations against Roy Moore, but we don't actually have statements from the victims, only speculation from the media. Accusations are not the same as convictions, yet the innocent go down with the guilty all too often in the court of public opinion, and everyone knew OJ Simpson was a killer before they heard the facts. Before the advent of DNA fingerprinting, a significant number of people went to jail for crimes they didn't commit. Gentlemanly behavior once served as a bulwark against coarse behavior, but the bullish and brute now sit in leadership and consider coarse kosher and rationalize whatever means necessary if the ends even approximate something valuable. It's pretty early to know which accusers are honest and accurate, and it's difficult for juries and law enforcement to gather enough facts to know what really happen. At the end of the day, we rarely have all the facts, and some of the facts aren't really true, and so people are trashed and lives are made miserable in witch hunts like they always have been. Since becoming a professor, I have also been victim of false claims of impropriety with students and coworkers. Fortunately for me, I have come through them unsullied and undaunted, but for many, it terminates careers, hopes, and lives. Unfortunately, our society exists in such a way that we assume the accuser is legitimate so as to not dissuade victims from coming forward. No matter what we do, some innocent victims never see justice and some innocent people face punishments for crimes committed by others.

Everywhere we turn, we encounter false doctrines. A member of the department discussed with me Frederick Bastiat's deconstruction of the Broken Window Theorem. Many economists illogically conclude that, if a vandal breaks a shop owner's window, that it creates industry and wealth. Well, that's not true. The people who make and repair windows are enriched, but the shop owner must spend money to repair a breach that he would have spend elsewhere. He doesn't win, but they like to ignore those kinds of people. Far too many among us think that the ends always justify the means, that a rising tide lifts all boats, and that if they consider it a win that everyone agrees with them. In his landmark treatise Human Action Ludwig von Mises discusses that people value different things or value similar things for different reasons. Of course, we don't know them, so we erroneously conclude that other people agree with us or of a right ought to, and so we project our values on them. Well, criminals only like laws because they know victims will obey them and the indigent like welfare because they know that charitable people can be manipulated into benefitting them, but we are different people period. Rising tides don't lift leaking boats, virtuous ends only come from virtuous means, and it's only a win if what you offer is something that I value. We must be careful in the use of absolutes, because "always" and "never" are very difficult standards to maintain. Elsewhere, the unbeliever manipulates the man of faith by employing the philosophies of men mingled with scripture. They dress up their naked villainy with odd old ends stolen forth from holy writ and seem saints when most they play the devil (Richard III). In other words, beware when politicians and preachers gesture in sweeping stereotypes about faith, because all too often they do so not because they mean what they say but because they know that you do. Far too many people think it's totally fine to take advantage of their neighbor, filling their "water" cup with soda and thinking that it's ok because the company charges a confiscatory sum. You don't like it, don't buy it. Thou shalt not steal is really one of the only commandments we need, because covetousness, adultery, false witness, et al, all deal with taking something from other people to which we have no right. No man taketh this honor unto himself, yet far too many of us rationalize our miscreantism as a way to cloak our covetousness, and social justice is built on envy, demanding what other people have by force. There is no virtue in using the adversary's methods to achieve the Father's plan. Furthermore, far too many people presume to speak for God and pat themselves on the back. Despite the modus opporendi of God: Surely the Lord God will do nothing, but he revealeth his secret unto his servants the prophets (Amos 3:7), people post prognostications about the end times, and leaders of churches rewrite centuries of religious tradition on public opinion rather than on divine dissemination. Despite the notion that "no man knoweth the hour" of the coming of the Messiah, people start websites, blogs, and entire churches claiming they know when the Great Green Arklesiezure will arrive. We do not reveal things to heaven. Revelation, like rain, precipitates from above.

Some people are wise, and some people are otherwise. "The wise man doubts often, and his views are changeable. The fool is constant in his opinions, and doubts nothing, because he knows everything, except his own ignorance" (Pharaoh Akhenato). How many people do you know who spout off all sorts of things that they know without providing evidence or citations or sources to corroborate their claims? Who is this that darkeneth counsels by words without knowledge? Back it up or back it off. There is a method to maturity, and it is not what fools know. We argue with them, but to no avail, because the foolish man already thinks he knows everything and cannot be taught. All too often, the news reports quote anonymous sources or other reporters or quotes on Twitter without any real source material. Nobody really ever seems to ask the right people, but they do ask self-appointed experts or people that they consider to be experts. Far too many people are not interested in the truth as much as they are interested in finding out that the truth corroborates what they already happen to believe. People are often wrong. Like Job, you may discover that you didn't do anything wrong at all. Sometimes crap happens. Sometimes your friends or counselors are wrong. It is possible to do everything right and still lose. That is not a character flaw. it is life, and life is about finding knowledge and using it wisely. Learn to listen to what people say, observe what they actually do, and what the consequences of actions really are. Just because things aren't working out doesn't mean you are doing something wrong. Sometimes, like Job, you're just surrounded by jerks.

19 November 2017

Faithful to our Calling

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We all want to do something worthwhile with our lives, to make a difference, to do something worth remembering. From where we stand, sometimes it's hard to measure if we're doing anything, what it might mean, because we're forced to play the short game with most people, since they come into our lives only for a season. Even if we're not destined to be average, sometimes we forget how few people truly get to rise to those lofty areas. Only a few hundred people play in each professional sport. Only a few dozen artists make the top 40 chart. Fewer than fifty men have been president. It doesn't diminish our contribution; it changes it. We need to be faithful to our calling.

Whatever our circumstances, Dieter Uchtdorf reminds us to lift where YOU stand. We are placed in different circumstances with different people and equipped with different talents and skills. No two people recreate the circumstances of another. Try as we like, like as we might, to think we know what we would or could do, we could never be sure of what we would do in another place. All we can really decide is what to do where we are, how to play our cards, and how to act according to our personal propensities. God knows that we differ, that we won't be perfect, and what we might do, and so He places us together with certain circumstances and certain people where what we are will be the best option. He knows that we don't always have all the cards, that other people may fold, and that other people's cards may be better. That's not the point. The point is to play the best we can, to do what we can do, to do things the best way we can think. I think that if He wanted it done better, He would do it Himself.

Having been chosen to participate in the calling and circumstances where you find yourself, the onus always rests on you to do YOUR best. When God doesn't call the "best", He calls the most available (Neal A Maxwell, Deposition of a Disciple). Your willingness to go and do will trump other people who decide to sit and stew. We may not think that we have much to offer, that our feeble efforts amount to us. With the great tide of evil, considering the great preponderance of selfishness and villainy, it makes sense that so many of us despair at our meager abilities. Remember that out of small and simple things proceedeth that which is great. David slew Goliath with a handful of small stones. Gideon defeated the Mideonites with only 300 soldiers. Samuel was only a small boy when God spoke to him and told him that he'd replace Eli in the tabernacle as chief priest. Far too often, we compare the strengths of others to our weaknesses, their advantages to our disadvantages. It's not fair to them or to us to refuse to recognize the influential and significant albeit small advantages our availability affords the Almighty. You may not be the best, but if you are competent, active, and care about them, then they may rise to the occasion and benefit more from your contribution than you realize. It may not come when you think.

Be faithful in YOUR calling. Our callings vary in our lives. Our circumstances vary in our lives. Our ability to act varies in our lives. On a stone archway in Scotland stands the following admonition: "What'e'er thou art, act well thy part." If you are in charge, be a leader. If you are on a team, carry your load. If you are a teacher, come prepared. If you are a student, facilitate learning. If you are rich, enrich others. If you are humble, celebrate God's goodness in your life. Wherever you are, do the best you can to approximate what Christ would have you do. Not everyone will be exceptional; not everyone wants to be. Everyone has the opportunity to be the best they can be whatever their circumstances. Viktor Frankl wrote about the last of human freedoms- the ability to choose your response no matter where you find yourself. They cannot take away your ability to choose. They can influence it with either benefits or privations, but you must surrender it in the end. Ample opportunity exists no matter your place to prove which master you truly serve. That's the purpose of this life- to prove each of us herewith if we are willing to do whatsoever the Lord asks of us.

If you would like to do better and be better, know that you are not alone. That is commendable. F. Anzio Busche however taught that the most important thing to which we can aspire is to be entirely under the influence of the Holy Ghost who will tell us what is truly good and right to do. Everything has a place. Every effort God asks matters. We don't see it, we don't get to benefit from it, but if nothing else it proves our faith, our disposition to act in concert with what God asks. Each act of obedience evinces how truly we serve that Master. You are responsible for what you do with your life. Whatever your circumstances, you can make a positive difference. Sometimes the following poem helps keep things in perspective:
“Father, where shall I work today?” And my love flowed warm and free. Then He pointed me out a tiny spot, And said, “Tend that for me.” 
I answered quickly, “Oh, no, not that. Why, no one would ever see, No matter how well my work was done. Not that little place for me!” 
And the word He spoke, it was not stern, HE answered me tenderly, “Ah, little one, search that heart of thine; Art thou working for them or me' 
Nazareth was a little place, And so was Galilee.”
The Disciplines of Life by V. Raymond Edman
Being faithful to our calling isn't about the outcome. We cannot actually dictate the decisions made by other people. We cannot decide the outcomes of the world or guarantee the things we hope or promise, especially since other people are involved. That does not diminish the value of our efforts. The victory isn't in radically changing the world. Christ already did that. The victory is in acting, in doing well our part, wherever we are, to lift others and give our best honest effort every time with every person. Do not disparage the scope of your efforts. Christ went to a small nation, taught mostly impoverished people, kept relatively few followers, and yet 2000 years later, His life, mission and teachings irrevocably transformed the world.

01 October 2017

Getting Ahead of God

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Maybe you, like I, feel like you're not where you ought to be in life, and maybe you, like I, feel that God's not giving you what you truly need and deserve. Yesterday, I was up on Mt. Charleston again near a gigantic currant tree that is bearing no fruit and felt like I really need to go cut it down. You see, God cut me down again this month as I was passed over for a promotion AGAIN, but instead of whining I asked what He wants me to do now. It is normal for mortals to be impatient, to expect great signs, great blessings, and great assignments to be done in accordance with our faith and faithfulness. However, we learn that sometimes the signs come quietly, the blessings come disguised as trials, and the assignments don't validate our worth or meet our expectations. Rather than waiting on God, we insist we know better and can do better and live our lives without trusting that He can do more with our lives than we.

I understand the temptation to desire to move on with your life. You get tired of being lost, of being alone, of being hurt, and so you find yourself tempted to glam on to whatever passes your way if it even approximates what you seek to have something. Sometimes it seems more real to have someone with skin on even if that skin isn't really what we envisioned as our Land of Promise. When Moses stayed on the mountain "too long" the Israelites concluded that he "must" be dead, that his god "must" be imaginary, and that it would be "better" to fashion one of their own from gold. When Nephi and his brothers failed multiple times to get the brass plates from Laban, they concluded it must be "sour grapes" and not worth their effort. We know God "clothes the lilies of the field and feeds the birds in the sky", but we don't trust that it's coming. We're not alone. Even my favorite prophet, Elijah, wasn't really sure God would feed him when he got to Zaripeth and then was upset when God slew the widow woman's son. However, God reassures us that, even when we must cut a hole in the roof and lower ourselves into the presence of Christ that when we actually draw near unto Him that He will also command us to "rise, take up thy bed and walk". Sometimes God's blessings aren't ready for us yet. Sometimes the people don't want to cooperate. Sometimes it makes no sense because the blessings would just be taken from us. So, we take what we can, hope it's enough, and refuse to give back. We are selfish, and we find it easier to take what is than wait on what could be. It leads us to wrong careers, wrong spouses, wrong addresses, wrong educational pursuits, and all sorts of wrong choices, and we sin because we miss the mark and miss out on the best God desires to give us. I myself find it hard to wait. I feel like I ought to be married with a family or promoted to a position that recognizes my worth and skills or in a position of authority and responsibility in my Faith. However, I am probably on time for MY story, because every story has different timing, details, and destinations along the way. There is no formula for how your life "ought" to be except that you OUGHT to trust in God's timing. He knows what you truly need and when it it advisable to grant you those blessings. Immature fruit is in some cases at least as bad as no fruit at all, so He asks us to wait until the harvest is actually ready.

Most of God's work and blessings are simple because "Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication" (Leonardo da vinci). Even Elijah, who talked with God a lot more than many other old testament prophets, noticed that God was not in the earthquake or the whirlwind but in a still small voice. When Naaman came to Elisha, he took offense at what God asked him to do because the rivers in Syria were cleaner and better, but his servant wisely asked him "IF God had bid thee do some great thing, wouldst thou not have done it?" Most of the miracles Jesus performed were small, simple, and done to individuals and with only a small retinue of onlookers. When He bled in Gethsemane for our sins, nobody saw, because the disciples who accompanied Him fell asleep instead. Solomon rose to fame for a simple decision over a single child between only two women, but the wisdom of his perspective gained him a reputation that spanned the known world. When Jared's family left Babel, God touched some smooth stones and made them glow with light. Gideon defeated the entire Midean army with 300 men. To move a mountain or make the sea become dry land, to cross an ocean or build a ship upon the sand, we all think we would do those things if asked, but we do not do what He does ask- to love our neighbor and to forgive when we are wronged, to keep our promise and have our word become our bond. From an early age, I have known that God expects great things of me, and I expected that the fruits of those things would be easily visible to everyone everywhere. Instead, I served an "unsuccessful" mission, lost the blessings of marriage, struggle to get promoted at work, and stall in my wages. What I can see is that students pay me the compliment of taking multiple classes that I teach, retain and recollect what I teach them, and recommend my classes to their friends and family. It doesn't make me rich, but it keeps me employed. My religious leaders, despite the fact that I have no family of my own, trust me to help teach THEIR children with almost no oversight or correction. People don't know my name, they don't consider me a hero or aspire to be like me as a rule, and if any of them choose to be better because of things I teach them I usually don't know. I am supposed to be a teacher. I have known ever since I first heard the exchange between Sir Thomas More and Baron Richard Rich that God wanted me to be a teacher. My paternal grandfather respected me highly among his grandchildren because I became a college professor, even though he knew I wouldn't be famous or wealthy because of it. Even last weekend on the mountain, one of the field rangers told me that "[I] have a very explicitly clear way of explaining things to people." You may disagree, but in this inauspicious calling and vocation, I feel very strongly that I am doing God's work, earning His approbation, and seeing His blessings even if they're not visible to you or the ones I prefer to receive.

The wiser I become, the more I realize that blessings must come as trials, because it is in the furnaces of affliction that valuables become pure and refined. As we pass from grace to grace, success to success, in order to grow, the bar must be raised and push us to a greater degree of excellence. Leaving Egypt turned out to be a great crucible to purify and sublimate Israel into the kind of people God wanted to inherit His promises and Land of Promise. I imagine that the children of Israel erroneously assumed that leaving slavery in Egypt would mean perpetual hollyhocks, sunshine and skittles, and wealth beyond the dreams of avarice just because they listened and obeyed during the Passover. Boy were they wrong. Life got HARDER. When Nehemiah returned from Persia to rebuild the temple, I don't think he anticipated opposition. Yet, they had to arm themselves, organize patrols, and refuse to negotiate with their detractors because "We are doing a great work and cannot come down". Imagine the surprise in the Apostles at Calvary when their Master actually died on the cross- the Messiah they knew and loved and served was actually killed by the Romans, and then even after He arose from the dead, He left them to contend not only with Rome but with the Pharisees and Sadducee who derogatorily referred to them as "Christians" and continued to heap persecution on them. Even CS Lewis's fictional 'patient' discovers that Screwtape suggests that every trick be used to make his conversion as weak and as temporary as possible. Lewis also reminds us that some of God's best servants go through longer and deeper trials. Christ himself went into the wilderness for 40 days to be tempted by the adversary and yielded not. Can you even last a week? It seems like there is always a desert (Moses crossed it several times) or a wilderness (Nephi) to cross in order for us to get to the promised land. Simply allowing ourselves to be converted is good, but it's only a single step on the path to the Land of Promise. Consequently many decide to stagnate, and although they may continue to refer to themselves as Christians, they walk a different path- a quicker, easier, more seductive one, without speedbumps or signposts that leads not to prosperity but to hell. God knows what He desires us to be. All too often, however, when He starts remodeling our lives, we fire the subcontractor Christ and return to Egypt because it was easy, predictable, and comfortable. We don't really want to do the work. We want the benefits without the sacrifices. We want faith without trial, testimony without temptation, exaltation without sacrifice. If you don't like the path getting harder, you don't really want to ascend to the peak and meet with God face to face. You must climb in order to rise up higher, and it's difficult until it becomes routine.

As a member of higher education, I see that most of my colleagues have become so learned that they think they are wise and have no need of a Savior and God to rescue and prosper them. However, a BA/BS, MA/MS, MD, PhD, JD, VD, or KBE do not make us experts on life, living, or the Lord. You can study at a "religious" institution and never actually learn anything about God and who God really is. I graduated from religious seminary and my Faith's institute of religion, but I do not take it upon myself to portend to speak for God on all topics to all people, to have all the answers, or even to have the right answers. Each person must forge their own personal relationship with Christ and trust His wisdom, His grace, and His timing. We like to rush things, forgetting that "if you rush a miracle you get rotten miracles" and that if you force something usually you get cut. We like to equate our visible status with our state of grace and assume that our rank, our wage, our titles, our families, and our address equate with God's approbation, forgetting that it rains on the just and the unjust alike. We like to think that, having been converted and convicted in our beliefs that God will continue only to allow the sweet fruits of His presence in our lives, forgetting that in order for us to walk He must take away His hand and allow us to walk on our own, drawing from the will alone a desire to continue to walk His way even when we feel He has abandoned us. Like a father teaching his son to ride a bike, God must take away His hand, and like that father, God continues to run behind us, ready to catch us WHEN we fall and help us move forward again. I wish I knew when God intends to grant me the financial and familial success I think I deserve and that so many people think I would use wisely. I wish I felt confident all the time in the value of my contribution, the influence of my testimony and perspective in class, and the value of that education to transform the lives of students. I wish I trusted myself as much as God seems to when He sends me another Kobiashi Maru to prove my character. I know that my life is not a movie or Nicholas Sparks novel, that most happy endings come at the ending, and that many people only reap what they sow later than they like. I know that most of what I assume is happiness and prosperity in people around me is a play. I know that there are things I cannot see or understand because I am not a god or a dad or an apostle, but I also know that they don't know everything either. When I pray, I feel like I am where I am supposed to be, even when other people fail to do their part, that God is pleased with my stumblings and that, interestingly enough, He wants me to be more patient towards and merciful with myself. Sometimes I don't believe He has a plan for me, but even when I can no more than desire to believe, I know that I am holding back the corruption of the adversary.

It is a disappointing month. The last years have been disappointing. Maybe even sometimes God is disappointed with me. I know I'm disappointed with myself. I also know that, if I were as bad off as think I am, I wouldn't care, i wouldn't listen, and I wouldn't hear. I wouldn't serve, I wouldn't love, and I wouldn't still pray. If I didn't have a testimony, I would have abandoned Him long ago, and maybe that means a lot more than I think.

08 September 2017

Simply Satisfied

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Instead of jogging in a thunderstorm this morning, I thought it wise to use the time to finally return to blogging. I don't have anything particularly insightful to say, but I am realizing things about myself that bear repeating in case they're normal and you wonder if they're not. Many people say that I'm boring or pedantic, pedestrian or puritanical, but I really think it boils down to the fact that I'm a man in an adult body who acts like it. Adulthood is full of routine and responsibility, something that even people much older than I seem desperate to avoid, and I know that my life costs me opportunities because I take my responsibilities seriously. Since the start of fall term, however, I have found myself feeling almost every day as if I had a good day without anything spectacular or remarkable happening. Especially as we think of people reeling from disasters in Houston and Montana, I find that a few simple things each day make me feel like I really did have a great day. All it takes for me is to find a quarter in a vending machine abandoned by a student, successfully evacuate in the bathroom, and see a beautiful woman. I now that standard may seem small, but each of these things symbolizes something much bigger and helps me remember just how blessed I am.

For me, the quarter represents symbolically a "profitable" day. I mean, a quarter isn't worth much, but they're usually shiny, and it is something tangible that I can hold that made me "richer" that day. When my paycheck finally arrives, it will dwarf the quarter by a great amount, but for now, I hold something in my hand that is worth something. Many days, particularly over summer term when we run fewer classes and host fewer students and I find myself reading books in my office and listening to the radio, I feel a much lower sense of satisfaction with the day, as if it profited me nothing. If they are honest, I think most people desire their lives to have meaning, purpose, and value, and so in a visible way when I find a quarter I know that my life produced something of value that day. I looked back through my journal before bed from this same time in 2011, and I mused on the fact that I'm still really experiencing the same things, which means the lessons aren't really sinking in. Maybe my days aren't as valuable because I still haven't learned from them. Maybe just like most of these quarters were actually made years ago just like those memories I can finally learn something valuable from the past.

I know that a "successful evacuation" may seem like a very odd thing to celebrate let alone mention on a blog, but for me it shows me information about my physical state. As long as I remember, I've needed corrective lenses and I still struggle against stubborn belly fat, but for the most part I am in fantastic health. I know that good health is a form of wealth not universally enjoyed. I spoke yesterday to a friend from Miami to make sure she evacuated in advance of the hurricane, and I know that she hasn't really been able to use her legs since she was 14. She is in almost constant pain, and I can't really empathize because I'm actually a picture of health myself. Ok, so I'll never make it on a pinup calendar or Mr. Universe contestant, but I have all my limbs and faculties and could go running this morning if I wanted. I decided not to tempt fate and lightning just to stick to my routine. Some people can't make that choice because they are sick or wounded, halt or maimed, blind or deaf. Additionally, the quality of my evacuation tells me about my metabolism and my diet, and I can gauge whether I put something in my body that doesn't belong.

As we go through life and experience trials, sometimes we lose sight of the wonderful, beautiful, amazing things around us. Part of why I travel is to see the works Thy hands have made, the majestic vistas, sunsets, storms, and species that really cover the globe. It is a wonderful, beautiful world. Yes there is ugly and evil and difficult, but each day, I count it a success to see a beautiful woman, even if she doesn't see or acknowledge me. I saw something beautiful that day, and it reminds me that beauty does and can exist everywhere, anywhere, anytime. Maybe you find this shallow, but when I see beautiful women I thank God for creating something beautiful to "please the eye and gladden the heart". Sometimes it takes longer than i like to see one, which is odd considering the plethora of young and attractive women that I could encounter on a college campus, but the last few weeks since the semester started, I have caught myself taking stock of these three things and counting it a good day. There is beauty all around. There is beauty in every life, in every person, and some of the women probably don't believe they are as beautiful as they are. That doesn't mean their comportment matches their countenance, but it catches my eye and allows me to say that I saw something beautiful even when I don't travel, and even when I'm confined to my office, lab or building during the entire daylight portion.

Leonardo da Vinci is credited as saying "Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication". I live a simple life. Maybe you would consider it boring. Maybe you disagree. That's ok. I decided back in 2011 that I was ready for simple. I look for these three simple measurements of the day, and when they are met, I raise my eyes and my voice in prayer and thank God for a great day. I found something valuable, I register and remember my good health, and I celebrate something beautiful. That is actually, at least for me, a pretty good day. It enriches my wallet, my health, and my senses. At the end of the week when I'm tired, sometimes I feel like it's a pretty low standard, but simple isn't necessarily inferior. I have a simple life but a satisfactory one. "My needs are small, I buy them all at the five and ten cent store. Oh I've got plenty to be thankful for", and I am thankful. I don't need the sensory stimulation of others or the fat paychecks or nonstop entertainment. When it rained earlier this week, I actually took some time to sit out in a chair and just watch the drops wet the pavement. Simple may not be sophisticated to some, but it's satisfying to me.

28 July 2017

Entropy and Human Nature

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According to the laws of thermodynamics, all things devolve into chaos and disorder unless acted upon by an outside force. The same is true of human behavior. Unless we continue to preach, teach, expound, exhort, encourage, direct, correct, and recognize even the minor improvements, humans also devolve into their baser nature and act like every other animal. They will cheat, lie and steal to preserve their own. They believe that to the victor goes the spoils. They will kill their rivals to take mates, power, positions, shelters, or victuals. Everything devolves away from civilization unless civilized behavior persists. Civilized behavior starts with a moral and religious people. That's probably why America is on the decline, because "Our Constitution was made for a moral and religious people. It is wholly inadequate to the government of any other". Default human belief holds the conventional view that if we don't act, everything will be destroyed. Well, that's true, but the actions they propose have a short sighted end game in mind, an end game that is only far enough away to get them reelected. In fact, that's what politics is- applied rhetoric, where people persuade people to agree, where the best arguer wins and not the best idea, because the person who argues best is declared the winner. well, history is replete with examples of persuasive arguments that failed- the Spanish Armada, the Third Reich, HD DVD, every single Crusade, the guillotine, ad infinitum. Almost every time we rush, we fail, or at least we get something other than what we intended. Desireable outcomes come from deliberate and consistent action. However, that's not human nature. Everyone is actually, if left to themself, concerned with their own advancement, the rest of the people be damned, in particular people they dont' know or like. No matter what we like to think of ourselves, each of us is human, and human beings seem to be selfish, indigent, lazy, dishonest and debauched. It is not war that never changes. It is human nature that never really seems to change.

Changing human behavior without changing human nature is like hacking at the leaves of a problem rather than the roots. Until we address the root of the problem and deal with the enmity inherent in the natural man, in instinctual behavior, hacking at the leaves will not gain us any ground. In fact, I remember from graduate school learning that many plants, when the leaves are cut, increase root growth, and so I think in many cases we are making it worse by only attacking the leaves while allowing the problem to be even more firmly rooted in our society. Why do liberals insist on superficial and superfluous activity on the leaves? It's easy to hack at the leaves and people can see your work. I dug a palm tree out the first year after I bought this house because it was growing so it would block access to the front door, and it was a pain. Seems like every time I cut a root, four more would appear to replace it. It took weeks to dig this palm tree out, and nobody even noticed until it was gone because I did it after work, in the dark, and only as much as I felt like it that summer until I was too tired and hot to continue. Politicians aren't in office long enough for the correct plans to bear fruit, so they do things to look busy knowing that most people equate action with achievement. You may not like the Democrat party, but nobody can argue that liberals are very good at getting what they want into play. Liberals act first and think about it later, forcing everyone else to play "catch us if you can".

Instead of teaching virtue and trying to solidify the family, liberals preach about laws and try to solidify government. The world works from the outside in, hoping, erroneously, that if they change behavior it will change nature. Well, it is a canard that doing begets being, but being almost always begets doing. Not everyone who does the right thing is a good person, but good people do the right thing. When Democrats rammed through Obamacare, they told us that we had to "pass the bill to find out what's in it" but when the GOP wanted to replace it, the Democrats cried foul that they didn't get to see it first. How can they possibly honestly protest the things they do when done to them by others? It's because they don't understand human nature- that people tend to do unto others as others do unto them. If liberals really wanted to change the world for the better, they would not pass laws that disavow access to raw materials. They would work at teaching the most crucial raw material (people) to be responsible, to be honest, true, chaste, benevolent, and then those same liberals would set the example. instead, liberals show us that they, like humans naturally do, are willing to do whatever it takes as long as it doesn't cost THEM anything. Then they point out the mote in another's eye to distract your gaze from the beam in their own. I do care about children, women, sick people, and the poor. It is a fallacious argument to claim that unless I agree with you that I must not care about them. IN fact, when you quickly jump to an emotional argument, I know that your logic and reasoning is weak or else you would continue to defend your position on its merits without such a reducto ad absurdium.

Chaos erupts from an inequity between human nature and behavior because we all have different subsets of information and because some of what we know isn't actually true. Knowing that even if everything you know is true that you may not know all the truth, liberals appeal to emotion without evidence, selling people on a reaction to information rather than conclusions based on actual evidence. Even when you present them with evidence, they discount it if it doesn't corroborate what they already happen to believe. When new information comes to light, they either disregard it or say "oops" and assume they have been forgiven and set about to try again. For them, it's ok to be only human, but I never get to use that argument. All too often they excoriate me for an inability to perfectly live a standard they refuse to even attempt. Ordinarily, it's considered insanity to try the same thing twice expecting different results, but they keep trying to build a socialist utopia, despite all the other tyrannies that ended in failure, insisting that THEY are special, and that THEY will succeed. Perhaps that's why liberals keep lying and why for them the ends always justify the means. They believe honestly that they will succeed where others failed, that what they believe is and of a right out to be the only desireable outcome. Well, each of us values different things, and even when we value the same things, often we value them for different reasons. What if I don't like the ends or I am hurt by them? It's only a win for me if the outcome is desireable to me. Since their beliefs are ideological, and inherently selfish, if they are satisfied, they erroneously conclude that it is by definition virtuous, even if obtained by immoral means, even if other people are hurt, because they won.

I really like the guy who writes BirdandHike.com, but today I saw on his website that he thinks that if you want to protect and preserve access to public lands you ought to vote democrat. This is an argument from ignorance. The mine at Anniversary Narrows is a lithium mine, and the demand for lithium is driven largely by liberal democrats who equate lithium batteries with environmental responsibility. That is incredibly incompetent. I have seen the earthen works at Anniversary Narrows and Silver Peak, both of which are lithium mines, and those mines like most mines are MESSY. Consider also the pollution associated with making a battery and then generating energy to store in that battery, and the "environmental" movement is at least as harmful as the alternative. However, since the people driving the cars aren't creating the pollution, they conclude because they do not see it that it must not exist. What? Liberals who drive hybrid vehicles must sleep well at night knowing that although their cars are also polluting and killing the environment the pollution is created by other people, probably those evil republican corporations that own the mines, and so it must be ok. This straw man dinner theater somehow leaves liberals clean as a whistle and ladles the blame fully onto the evil GOP. Let's not forget that Barack Obama (D-IL) was president when the mine reopened and that both Sandoval (R-NV) and his predecessor were liberal RINOs. Somehow, everyone associated with diminished access to the area is liberal, but the GOP becomes the scapegoat and takes ALL the blame.

Human nature must be overcome by consistent and intentional correct training, which is why parents, families, and marriage matter so much. Behavior is learned by example, and the examples people see teach them how the world really works. Most people are born innocent, and although many of them are taught correct behavior, since their parents, peers, and patrons practice contrary to their preaching, people learn that in order to get ahead, you break the rules. Eventually they learn that connections mean more than achievement, that people can and will be bought, and that "it's only a crime if you get caught". Since so many people seem to escape the negative consequences of their actions, they think that nothing matters and do whatever they like. Fortunately for me, I didn't notice the way the world really was until I reached high school because my parents endeavored to live what they taught, and it wasn't until my activities extended beyond my own household that I noticed the duplicity. With so many people born out of wedlock, raised without a parent or by a surrogate, and taught by the sophistry of man, even when mingled with scripture, it ensconces the notion that hypocrisy is normal, acceptable and laudable. People must be held accountable for their actions as well as the consequences thereof. Just because a thing is legal doesn't mean it is moral. Just because we can do a thing doesn't follow that we ought to.

People must learn to do what they ought to do and be held to the fire to do so whenever possible. We excuse too many people and blame too many others. Our best athletes, musicians, clinicians, and artisans rise to prominence because their coaches and mentors hold them to high expectations. There is a good reason why teachers matter so much, because people need to be taught the best way to do something rather than a way that happens to work. Most people are not the exception; most people are the rule, and you're not probably going to be lucky enough like a coworker of mine to go to the same bar every Friday night and be approached by an attractive woman who exalts you like a king. Family is the crucible of correct civilization, so when the family is faulty, formed incorrectly, or fractured, and when the parents abandon their obligations to the tutelage of other influences, people do not do what they ought, sometimes because they don't know what they ought to do. Entropy says that we end up sharing the least common denominator, so the further we are from ideal the further our behavior will be from ideal. This renders utopia impossible, because people who cannot conceive of or understand what utopia looks like cannot possibly be expected to build it.

Someone once said that "power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely." Indeed it is the sad disposition of almost all men that as soon as they obtain the least scintilla of power as it were they immediately begin to exercise unrighteous dominion. Most of this unruly and unrighteous behavior is about power- about establishing our dominance as a species and in a tribe of our own species. People are mean to people in order to get power- stealing, murdering, coveting, disobeying, backtalking, etc., are all parts of asserting dominance. It is concluded among our species because it is true among the others that the last man standing is in charge. So, they shout down opponents, attack their character, attack them with intent of bodily harm, in a bid to appear to be the best. They are proud without principle. Just because you are principle among a people does not follow that you are a principled person. Principles must be connected to actions. That is why I believe in Constitutional government and why I defy liberalism. Nothing convinced me more that liberalism was the philosophy of hell, the philosophy of chaos, as reading CS Lewis' "The Screwtape Letters". As I read those pages and then listen to liberal politicians prattle, it's as if I hear Screwtape, Wormwood, or Lucifer himself trying to persuade me that they can build on earth, which is fallen, the utopia that heaven alone can sustain. Chaos and disorder are normal. They are the rule unless your rulers are people of principle, people whose actions actually lead to the outcomes they claim. It is however human nature to do whatever it takes to get ahead, and that's how you know who the base among you truly are.

25 July 2017

Genius and Debauchery

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One of our adjuncts talked with me about James F Watson of DNA Double Helix fame and gave me information I didn't already know. Since becoming a professor, I have defended Dr. Watson against spurious accusations of professional impropriety, but now I learned about the rest of his story and the unspoken reasons why Watson did and believes as he does. Bernie's major professor in graduate school was a classmate of Watson back in the 1950s who described Dr. Watson as a "veritable horndog" who would chase any woman any time for any reason. As we talked, I realized that many of the people we consider to be genius in their field were also debauched to the point of almost moral bankruptcy, which explains their concomitant ability to do whatever it took to succeed. In fact, isn't that who we usually consider to be elite- those willing to do whatever it takes? Along the way, everything else is important only for the moment it remains in focus, as these geniuses focus single-mindedly on the only thing that actually matters to them- whatever makes them great.

Michael Phelps
Like most athletes, Phelps got into drugs and women as a consequence of his catapult to stardom. However, he doesn't really care about any of that. What he really cares about is swimming. He wanted those medals. Everything else was coincidental and consequential to his athleticism. If you spent six hours every day swimming, you would probably also be as attractive and find yourself surrounded by beautiful women. Of course, none of them mean anything to him, which is why he didn't spend more than a single night with them and essentially regards them as immaterial strangers since more will come. If you swam that much, you would probably be ravenously hungry too, but Phelps apologized for smoking pot, not because he found it immoral, but because it put his athletic career and olympic prospects at risk. He quit something bad only because it threatened the only thing about which he actually cares.

Albert Einstein
Everyone knows the unkempt, frazzled-haired genius who described the behavior of matter and energy in the universe. What they may not know is that in describing our universe he destroyed his own. Albert had at least one son and one wife, both of whom he essentially abandoned in order to pursue science. Along the way, he also had a series of illicit affairs and fathered other children, but none of them really seem to mean anything either to him or the world. The state of chaos associated with his desk attests to the fact that he really didn't care about learning to tie his shoes, drive a car, cook, or clean up. Those things detracted too much from his scholastic research. He even had an escort to make sure that he didn't wander out into oncoming traffic, so focused was he on his "genius".

Franklin Roosevelt
Although largely deserving of gratitude for helping America roll back the Axis powers, a lot of the methods used in arriving thereat come under question regarding their morality and expediency. Many of you know that Korimatsu v. United States deals with the illegal incarceration of Americans of Japanese descent as dissidents. President Roosevelt was also a pathological liar who led America to believe that he was perfectly fine when in fact he was a cripple. What kind of an example is that for the handicapped in America- a man who would not confess his and excoriated others for theirs? He was also somehow a bully, who threatened judges to comply or be replaced in their Supreme Court seats until he bludgeoned them into compliance. Held up as a great humanist, it was his idea to develop and use the atomic bomb on our enemies. Imagine if he were a Democrat today! His target might be Trump Tower.

Rosalind Franklin
One of the reasons Watson was able to "steal" Franklin's work is because she was in a relationship at one point with James Watson. Her only interest was in X-ray diffraction, and so when Watson asked her associate Wilkins for access to the image, Wilkins complied. Franklin didn't care what they meant; she only seemed interested in creating them, which eventually lead to her death from exposure. She was marginalized by Watson who excluded her from credit for the Double Helix model, but to my knowledge she never officially protested. It was simply ancillary to her work creating images of things you could not otherwise visualize, and once the pictures were "taken" she seemed completely disinterested in their disposition.

Benjamin Franklin
Well known liar and womanizer, Franklin was never educated, but he convinced France that he was an American Doctor and inventor. True, he had a keen mind, but if you ask Thomas Jefferson, who has his own skeletons, Jefferson couldn't stand working with him because he would entertain the attention of every woman in France, married or not, and had incestual relationships at least allegedly with several. Franklin was incontinent in some ways, rarely exercised, ate decadently, and engaged in all sorts of immorality, then he helped write a Constitution fit for a "moral and ethical people". Paradoxical. I had more difficulty embracing him as a Founder and Framer than any other of the men of '76.

Mark Zuckerberg
Zuckerberg not only dropped out of college, but he became rich for creating a website meant to track who was currently having sex with whom. The entire premise behind Facebook as a part of Harvard life was to keep track of who was available to hook up for a fling. I guess so many people are driven by hormones that it caught on, grew, and somehow grew profitable. Now it's a means by which to become famous, albeit for a moment and albeit sometimes for embarrassing reasons, it encourages people to waste time on feelings rather than anything substantive and encourages and enables debauchery. Facebook censors conservative commentary, but if you want to spread child porn or advertise for Muslim extremism, Facebook will leave your page alone in the name of "free speech".

Errol Flynn
Renowned womanizer and heavy drinker, Errol Flynn died young at the age of 50. If you watch "Don Juan" you can see him shortly before he died, apparently and acutely aware of the consequences of his choices, but still unwilling to abandon the largess that lead to his ultimate demise. Did he ever quit? No, and his only known son followed suit but died as a war correspondent during WWII probably at the hand of Japanese soldiers.

Nikola Tesla
Often lionized by those who feel slighted by his marginalization in favor of Edison, Tesla was no paragon. He was addicted to billiards and rarely ever slept. He was exceptionally critical of people who were overweight, openly calling them out and in mean fashion. One wonders what he might have thought of Ben Franklin... Although some reference his belief that women were superior to men, they seem to forget that in later life he was extremely critical of women whom he perceived willing to trade feminism for power. Paradoxical since Tesla sought so much power. He was obsessive compusive, and demanded dinner precisely at 8:10 PM. He was also rude, one time calling a friend in the middle of the night for an audience while he talked out a problem with a theory after which, once solved, he promptly hung up. He believed in eugenics and selective breeding, but I never hear his fans mention his similarities with National Socialists. He disdained religion, but claimed that he would see visions and flashes that inspired his work. Tesla was essentially a man of vision who saw no real purpose in receiving them. In essence, he was two-faced.

William Shakespeare
Prolific playwright, Shakespeare abandoned his family in Stratford on Avon to work in London, having a series of alleged affairs, which may be the muse behind some of his more famous works. Before winning the patronage of Queen Elizabeth, he routinely bilked patrons by using their money for drink and debauchery and writing plays for other people to whom he was in arrears for work, the funding for which he already squandered. In fact, Elizabeth probably spared him from the shank or the gallows, and at the very least from debtor's prison, but his behavior didn't really stop. It just changed venue.

One thing is consistent about the people considered genius. They found their niche. If not for that, they would largely just be schmucks. What unites most of them is their debauchery- that most famous and powerful and rich and influential people are morally bankrupt in their debauchery, and we only know about them because they got lucky. If not for the chance to become famous, they would just be more schmucks who gave in to the natural order of instinct and followed their emotions and hormones to do whatever they liked when they felt like it because they could. As the Bard wrote, "the evil that men do lives after them. The good is oft interred with their bones" and President Lincoln once said that "If you look for the bad in mankind expecting to find it you surely will." Genius is nonsynonymous with virtue, and in fact it seems that in order to be a genius one must essentially eschew a life of virtue. Unfortunately, people only seem to look for the evil in people they don't like and see only the good in people they truly do like. Perhaps that is the truest genius...